HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

today is a birthday of u~ u now who u r.
actually im kinda pity u cuz ur birthday is four years once. hahaha~
but it also show that u r unique o~~!!
and i just wanna say that~ really wish u all the best and happy birthday!!
i'll never forget those day we sing together. :P haha~ it will be a very nice memories~
ESTHER U ROCKS~

Oh YEa~ to all my friends, i've change a new number again :P
da number is 016=xxxxxxx haha~ if u guys wanna noe thn ask me lar...
becuz there are too many contact to inform.
sorry for the troubling XD

He*a good friend~

He stay near with me.
He study at the same class with me.
He is a motorola fans just like me.
He is currently using my dream phone. ROKR E8.
HE is a friend of mine.
He love to jog.
Thanks to him and i jog and till gotta hell XD
i'll jog with him for a second time!!


*Chin, i didn't cheat u de lar. its me! say sorry when u see this message!! :P

more or less??

Is this something we need to compare?
as long as we take each other important.
no guilty, no sorry, no other stuff needed becuz...
Its more than enough.
U always said, how u have someone, how friends of urs treat u good,
I really don't feel good. But with no reason.
Perhaps, i don't hope u say i didn't treat u well. Becuz i do...
however, just wanna say, i do care about you. Just, i'm not so sweet.

*So Yesterday-My current favorite song! :) just love it too much~
well, it is actually a meaningful songs for me these days. and actually i planned to post these sentence at a new post but since its today's post, so i decide to stuck them all in one post. :p
"So yesterday, so yesterday... I'm just that bird that already flow away~" this songs keep whispering by me and it filled up in my mind. Because of the melody, the lyric. keep the stuff i liked, and it will never be returned!! wahaha~
p:s and everytime i listened to this songs, it reminds me of the raining scenery at the evening!

不要再傻了。。。

今天，我在收音机听见-不要再原地跑步了。。。
听着听着，我觉得我也因该觉悟了。。
人生十分短暂啊。。。考试一眼间因该就快到了吧。。。
哈哈，我应该也开始努力了吧！！ :)
* I'm sorry if any problem occurs becuz of me and my temper might behave badly but, this few days i really dun feelin like explaining myself. I exhibit what im :D

muscle cramp...

今天，我领悟了。
我的身体不受呼唤了，病了。
今天，我明白了。
凡是都要对自己有信心。
今天，我看透了。
人生的现实。
今天，我也内疚，忏悔了。。。
信心，来自自己，不是外来的。
我，彻底的失败了。。。
对不起力涛，对不起。

GET BACK!

HEY YOU! DON'T HUMILIATE YOURSELF!!
DON'T ALWAYS TALK CRAP AND THINK URSELF SMART!
THIS IS THE REASON U DIDN'T GET A HIGH PAY JOB!
NUTS! GET BACK FROM MY LIFE NOW!

-Realize-

Realize-
Something is now or never.
Realize-
Something is never priceless.
Realize-
Someone really important.
Realize-
Maybe i should treat my friend better :)

*It just take time to realize.

transparent! I'm NOT!!

Nothin to say much cuz im now doin my exercise.
But jus wanna say, I'M not and i ain't no a hollow man!
I'm still ur student. Don't just ignore and neglect me.
I HAD FeELINGS~!
And u 3! Dun make me like a freak fool just hang beside u yet no nothin!!
I AIN'T A TOY!

*TO someone tot im always depress, I'm NOT! just every time everything is so coincidence!

我瘦了。。。

yesterday, its a memorable day for me.
Firstly, i really wanna thanks PBC to give me da chance for participating.
It is really fun and i really didn't regret to spend my valentine with them :)
and thanks to everyone who cooperate with me,helped me,support me.(especially those kind and nice seniors) thanks.
After the show, everyone is called to give a short speech and i saw that jj cried.
Its really kinda touch but maybe im a cool blooded person, becuz what comes in my mind is relief, satisfy, enjoy, happy and fun? but never really thought of cryin. Am i really a simple person with simple mind and dream? haha.... Perhaps i will know what im one days. People always said, u will noe ur strength but not weakness, but i doubt that. because i think i only noe my weakness, i never noe what im good at. Not at all!
But finally this tiring and fun event passed. But i hope there will be a next chance for me to help and stand on da stage again at 新春晚会 :)
ALthough i thin dy. hahaa~ but its not really bad, cuz no need do exercise :P
2009 this valentine, i willl never forget. it will be kept deep within my heart.
p.s- i'll upload da pic when im free.

加油！

To all PBC members! all the best!!!
Just one more days to go~! ^^

Sorry,,

I'm sorry my friend.
I'll never do that again.. and, im lost...
can someone lead me to a right path?

Sorry,,

11.30-hope it ends

half more hour to the next day.
i really really hope this freaking day ends even one minutes earlier.
conflict happened can't be explain through words here, even yes, its could be an essay.
perhaps i would type it out someday.
but...
I FEEL REALLY REALLY BAD!!! FRUSTRATED!!RAGE!! TIRED+DEHYDRATED!
I'm tired with all those duties which only get blame instead of compliment.
I'm so sick with those selfish student.
I'm so sick with jealousy.
I'm so freak out with insect.
I'm so sad for losing my new mechanical pencil.
AND i'm so sorry to my not doin exercising body T.T
Conclusion... my day is just sux :'(

我好累。。。

今早，本来和他说好要一起跑步。。。
可是，当闹钟响起。。我却懒洋洋地拿起手机打了个‘鸽子短信’。。
自以为可以好好补充昨夜3点才睡的精力。。。可是不知恶梦在后头！

Today morning there is a rehearsal start from 8 o'clock till 3 in our school hall...
But among 4 of us,3 attend.
2 try to practice, 1 busy, 1 absent because need to work -.-"

Okay... here the stories goes.

Just when we wanna practice da songs, he calles and says that he got another better plan. But for me it is just crap. (time to learn chien hoong a bit XD) I didn't mean to blame anytin but u if u don't discuss with us instead of giving orders, anyone will pissed!
Soo... as a conclusion, without 4 of us gathered, da songs can't be practice.

Another worse stuff happened. Dunno what the hell happened to my brain... I yell at egg -.-" Chin... I'm sorry ya.

But luckily i stayed at school until 2 somethin then i bounce. I felt better at a moment... which is when im in da car -.-"

I said so becuz when i reach home, I've been helpin my parents to do chores!!!
As example: cleaning, sweepin da floor, folding some papers(dunno what it calls in english but in chinese is 金*not even comfirm in chinese),going to petaling street to take roasted pork, jelly, and entertain guess, *secretly take a nap, and until now.... T.T

Errm... its 3.34 now...and i think i really beh tahan liao, my brain is not really performin good and i dunno what am i goin say next..so, Good Night Myself:)

*oh ya, i actually tried to type in chinese becuz i realise my chinese is gettin worse. but da speed of typin chinese word is really really *limited :X so i refuse to do so.
To chinese supporter, I'm sorry :P

我好累。