How deep you understand?

Arrh~~ i fail to achieve xXxx~
These few days in school, almost every prefect is discussin about the new ajk stuff.
I dun think i can understand how they think about it but,
Even though whatever position u get, wasn't u gaining somethin that others don't?
Everything is fate.
Think about the argument, the silly thought that makes you wasting your time now and compare yourself to those poverty, victim, who are suffering from death? aren't u really that suffer? :)
Dun blame and demand more and more.. there is always ppl who is worse thn u.
Since they can just swallow the pain, why we-city ppl can't?
Things will never had an end. What u hav is what u deserve.
If u have the potential, somday u will have a better chance :) now, everything is just a small test.
Aiyo, secondary school only mar~
Why everyone hav to think till so serious?? @.@
i really dun understand....